09/08/14

I don’t know when you will see this, if you see it at all. But I had to find a way to say my final words because you got to say yours. Last night, I let you in about how I am the loneliest I have ever been in my life. And then you left. You left me when I needed you the most. You were the one I asked for help. And you left. That is something I will never forget, something I will never get over. You completely shut me off in less than an hour. I hope you are happy with the decision you made, because this is the last time. I have chased you from the first night I met you to last night. I knew you weren’t going to answer but for hours I tried to contact you in vain. But I will no longer try to do that. This is the last time I am going to make an effort to contact you in any way. I hope everything works out for you, that you find everything I could not give you. In the end, I win the “I love you more game.”